Thursday, September 1, 2011

Okay, so I want to have a baby, and because I'm fat, I have something called PCOS.  Because of that, I don't ovulate as much?  At all?  I'm not sure, so conceiving has been naught.  This condition is tied in somehow to my pre-diabetic state and my sugar levels being sky high.  SO, I've tried doing something different.

School started August 16, and my first day, I was so excited, I got up at 5:00 a.m. to exercise.  I haven't done it since.

I have changed my food intake, though.  I drink a shake in the a.m. that consists of the following items:

  • 1 scoop chocolate flavored protein powder (most protein shakes come with their own little scoop)
  • 1 scoop non-fat powdered milk
  • 1 scoop water
These are interchangeable:
  • 1 tbsp honey
  • 2 tbsp peanut butter
  • 1 banana
I learned how to make different protein shakes like this when I worked at a cafe in a gym a few years ago.

For lunch, I eat a protein bar and drink lots of water.  I heard that we often mistake thirst for hunger, so every time I feel hungry in the afternoon, I drink water.  

For dinner, I've been keeping up my fatty mcfatty ways and eating whatever.  

I have been trying to cut out sugar, since my body doesn't process it so well.  I didn't think that would be that much of an issue, but it's crazy how much you crave something when you decide to cut it out on purpose.  It's been a close call several times, since there's a Dollar General just down the street and I just want to go buy a box of Little Debbies.  Gosh that sounds good right about now. . . But it's no longer all about me.  I want to have a healthy non-diabetic baby.  So, yeah. . . 

Anyway, it's been almost 3 weeks and as of last Friday, I've lost 7 lbs.  Tomorrow is weigh day, so I'm excited to see if my weight has changed.  

My weight story in a nutshell: 

On my wedding day, Dec 18, 2010, I weighed 280 lbs.  Over the summer, I sat on my rear and ate whenever the mood hit.  On August 14, I weighed 303 lbs.  Last Friday, August 26, I weighed 296.  My short term goal is to get down to my wedding weight.  Maybe once I do, I'll take it up a notch.  

Baby steps, People.